Birthday chat

8/12/2014 Thanks so much, Mommy, for the library! I would have just loved to help set it up! Well I did in some way, I’ve definitely helped with it, so it does make me happy you are dedicating it to me. Thank you! I pray you can get more books for it, really good wholesome books, educational and feeding as well, not like some of the books I read which were not so good for me. 

I’m so happy you’re on your way to spend Christmas with Peter and the girls. I’ll be around for sure. I don’t know yet where I’ll be helping this year. There is such a need in so many places. I was thinking of going to cheer Aliosha in Kazakstan. I have such fond memories of spending Christmas there. You remember the Christmas tree the Lord supplied at the very last minute? Oh it was so beautiful! And we made so many children happy. What a wonderful time we had! I’m amazed at how much love Aliosha still has for me. It really touches my heart! So I’m definitely popping there to cheer him up and play with his cute kids. 

I think I’ll give a hand to Andre and Crystal again in Lebanon, they’ve kind of adopted me so I’ll give them a hand. And I want to go help some of the Christian families in Arab countries who are getting such horrible persecution. They won’t be able to have a Christmas, so it’s really important that a few of us go there to fill their hearts with Christmas Joy, in spite of all their suffering, that they feel the Lord’s Love and presence. He is so proud of them. We’re preparing a big feast in Heaven for all those who were beheaded, who have died for their faith. This Christmas is going to be a special celebration in their honor, Jesus I’m sure is going to surprise us all with something special for them. They are being held in great honor, they don’t need to wait for the marriage supper to receive their reward, the Lord wants to reward them now. So many children… It’s so sad and so horrible when you think of what happened, but they are so happy now, they are being comforted. Many of them who still have their parents on earth suffering persecution want to come with us on a mission to comfort them. It’s going to be special.

So you see, I’m going to be pretty busy. But I’ll still make time for you, Mommy. I don’t have to sleep, although you know what, I do sometimes, just for pleasure. I sleep and I dream for pleasure! I missed so much sleep while on earth, the Lord told me I could sleep as much as I want here, isn’t that neat? Of course, during busy Christmas, like this year’s gonna be, I’m not planning to sleep much, if at all, ‘cause there’s so much I want to do, including spending time with you all. 

Third anniversary

24/11/2014: That’s what it truly is, amazing grace, and it continues to amaze me over and over again. Thanks for the nice postings you took the time (and pain!) to post for me today. I do appreciate it. Swan’s death is very beautiful and I do like that swan I drew. Thanks, Mom.

It’s a good idea to do it that way, it helps people to remember me. You must think I’m so very conceited, but I suffered so much from a desire to be loved and recognized while on earth, that it’s like healing for me when I see people do appreciate me, and remember me. It’s funny, isn’t it? You’d think for sure once in Heaven we have no more need of earthly recognition. But we do. We’re still human, and very much so. Of course, the Lord’s Love tops it all, and even if we didn’t have any earthly recognition or love or appreciation, the Lord’s love would be plenty enough. All that to say I appreciate all you do, Mommy, and I’m glad you’re not sad today. I’m glad you saw from your messages that you did all you could to help me, to reach out to me, to reassure me. I’m glad the condemnation is gone for good. I don’t want you to go back there, and I know you don’t either. Well, I had a real nice chat with the Lord today, and all I could do is praise and thank Him for His grace, His love, His mercy, the way He received me, picked me up, enveloped me in His arms. I’m so thankful. He renewed his reassurance and his forgiveness towards me. He let me repent and ask for His forgiveness for not having cried out for help as much as I should have, for being too stubborn, for taking matters into my own hands instead of trusting Him. He just held me real close and passed on the feeling that it would all work out for good in the end, that He could have stopped me as He has done for others, but that He’s happy to have rescued me forever from the devil’s grasp. So it’s Rom 8:28 I guess. All is well.

And yes, I wanted to tell you, I’m definitely attending Maria’s birthday party. She’s a wild one.

It’s fun, I’m getting to meet so many people. I guess I’ve now become acquainted and even friends with the sons and daughters of the people on your FB group. We’re like one big family now. You guys pray for each other, so we end up helping each other’s families. It’s neat actually, ‘cause we share tips, and ways to communicate joy and peace to you guys. Although what works for one doesn’t always work with someone else, but sometimes it does, and it’s worth a try.

I’ve become good friend with Catherine, and I’ve actually helped her help her mom. She watched me communicate with you, and even though she can’t quite do the same with her mom, it inspired her to try other ways which did work. Like this holiday recently she went to, with the hotel and all, she’s the one who worked it out, so her mom would feel her presence and her influence. And as you have noticed, she’s make some real progress and has more peace and more joy. Cathy was happy she sold her bike, ‘cause holding on to it wasn’t bearing such good fruit in her life. I guess everyone is different. I can’t see any bad fruit from the stuff you’re holding on it that belonged to me. It makes me happy that my things are being used and a blessing, and it makes you happy to use them, to think of me. So it’s good fruit and I don’t see any reason for you to give it up. But for Catherine’s mom, with her bike, it was different.

You know, her face is totally beautiful now, she no longer has that paralysis. That’s the beauty of heaven, it fixes everything! Just like my two breasts are the same again, and my scars are gone. So cool! Jesus is wonderful! I love you, Mommy, so much. Thanks for remembering me and dedicating this day to me. You make me very happy. 

Robin Williams

16/08/2014

I don’t know him personally so I don’t think I could go and see him. I’m pretty sure he’s in the waterfall place, so he has time to heal and get to know the Lord’s love. I know there was a commotion in Heaven about him, and the Lord was choosing different people to meet him. He didn’t go himself, to give him time to adjust, but He probably already went to see him by now. I don’t know. But I know he’s loved, and I know the Lord caught his spirit and carried him here, and that he’s safe now from the Devil’s grip. I also know that the Lord sees all that he did to make others happy, how he let the Lord’s spirit use him while on earth and how he used the talents the Lord had given him to make other people happy. It’s the old story of he saved others but himself he couldn’t save. The devil always tries to destroy good people. Well, nobody’s good and Robin Williams was definitely a big sinner and made lots of mistakes, but his heart was very often right with the Lord, even if he didn’t really know the Lord in a deep way. He let His spirit move in him and move him to help and love others. But he got attacked and he couldn’t pull out on his own or even with others’ help. But the Lord is going to bring out good from it all in the end, just like He did with me.
Mommy, I wanted to thank you for taking care of my tomb, for planting the daffodils and now the lily of the valley. The daffodils were beautiful! And I know I’m gonna love the lily of the valley. They represent Jesus and I love the fact that they come from my grandparents’ garden. I love you, Mommy. Thank you for everything.

Nothing gets lost with the Lord

16/08/2014 You want to know something real neat, Mommy? I don’t think I ever told you. But the Lord recreated some of the things I made while on earth, those I liked best I guess, and I found them here in Heaven in my mansion. Isn’t that neat? It showed me how nothing gets lost with the Lord. You know we always say we can’t take these things with us when we die. Well, it’s true of course of most things, in particular the things we get attached to in a selfish sort of way. But some of the things we made for love, to make someone else happy, I think the Lord keeps a copy of them. That’s the only way I can explain it. Most of these things, I think actually all of them, I put my whole heart into making them to make someone else happy, as a gift for someone. So they were dear to the Lord also, because they were an expression of His love for that person too, of which I was just an instrumental supplier. Isn’t that neat? So you’ll get to see them again when you come here, they won’t be lost.

Gadget board for Petra

Knitted dolls for my friends

Embroidered pillow for my sis'

Another doll house

Knitting sweater for my niece Nikki

Fairy heaven

A doll house for Terri

Nikki wearing sweater

Amazing brain, amazing birds...

8.07.14 You remember how much I valued my brain, and how hard it was for me when I felt that I was losing it? Well, I wanted to tell you that now that I don't have a body, I'm actually realizing how amazing the human soul is. I thought it was my brain, but it was actually my spirit. Well, the human brain is definitely amazing. i love what Ben Carson says and what he did. God created the human brain to be amazing. But what i wanted to say is that I'm learning to use my mind, which is really part of the spirit you know, the mind is not just the physical brain. Anyway, I'm learning to use it to the full and it's absolutely amazing. So it's like everything I thought I had lost and left behind, the Lord is more than giving it back to me. It's absolutely amazing. I wish I had known all that before when I was on earth. well I did use my brain and I loved using it, but I could have done so much more, used it so much more. God has given man so much, so many capacities, and man has hardly scratched the surface in discovering all the possibilities that are at his disposal. i'm learning so much, all the time, and I love it. It's fascinating what God has created, what He has given us, what He is, His love, His grace, His beauty and His gifts to us. So yes, I let my brain, my spirit absorb as much as i can of all God has placed at my disposal. I love exploring heaven but i also love to come back to explore the things of earth, all that I did not understand before, all that amazes me. Like watching the birds fly. It still amazes me. I also love watching them, like you do, Mommy. It's easy with my spirit to fly around along with them, but they fly with their mortal body. How amazing that it!

Mothers

11/05/2014 I’m really looking forward to our little family reunion in Paris. It’s going to be so much fun. I’ll be invisible, but those who want to see me and feel my presence will be able to, the Lord told me. I hope so. I so want Peter and Stephy and my grand-parents to be happy when they think about me. It will come I’m sure. Eventually. I’m glad you are, Mommy. I’m so happy about that. That thinking about me makes you happy. I love you so much! Happy mother’s day by the way! I want to wish you again next week. You are the best mommy in the world. We were having a little chat today with some friends about our moms and how wonderful each one is, we were telling stories of things our moms did to make us happy, also funny things. My best memories are when we would make things together, the doll for Petra, and other things, all the things you taught me, and we would make them together. I so enjoyed that. I enjoyed baking with you too, and with Meme. Moms are really a reflection of the Holy Spirit, it’s amazing. I love you! Happy mother’s Day! xoxo

Petra's doll

C.S. Lewis and Tolkien

4/5/2014 It’s neat that you’re reading the chronicles of Narnia. I really like C.S. Lewis. He’s an amazing fellow and writer, and so close to the Lord. He’s got a huge reward up Here! He’s so respected and honored, ‘cause his work continues to influence so many people and turn so many people to the Lord. Tolkien too. I got to meet them, it was just awesome. They’re very busy, ‘cause so many people want to meet them. And so many owe their salvation and their place in Heaven to them. So they want to meet them to thank them. So they’re very busy just attending to all these people. And you know what, when people on earth made movies from their books, they were directly involved in directing the movies. Actually, many of the film directors got deep spiritual experiences while making the films, because of it. It’s so neat how it works. The Lord is so in control, it’s so comforting, Mommy, to see the power of the Lord. I know it looks like the devil has taken over the world, and it’s true in many ways, but he’s so limited. The Lord’s power is so much greater, so much stronger, so much more powerful, and He controls the future, whereas the devil is so puny and so limited. Yes I know now he’s getting bolder and bolder until the antichrist is revealed and throughout his reign. But in the spirit, the Lord is sovereign, and it’s so comforting. But the Lord needs us, and He needs you on earth to preach His Word and His truth.

Easter Celebration

20/04/14 Mommy, come! Take my hand now, I want to show you something! Look! Can you see it? Look, Mommy! It’s Easter, and all of Heaven is singing praises, all the angels, all the saints, all of us here! We’re all wearing our robes of light today; it’s the greatest celebration ever! I’m so glad you found this pic of me on Easter from 10 years ago. It’s cute, and it brings back happy memories.

 I guess I was really focused on Christmas as a little girl. But Easter! Wow! There’s nothing like it! I guess they’re both just as important and just as special. But Easter is phenomenal! It’s the whole purpose of God sending His son into the world. It was the only way to save mankind, the only way. But at what a price! No religion ever, even imagined that a god would go so low as to become human and die for us. It’s unheard of! There’s no parallel anywhere ever! Many have incorporated the virgin birth, but no one has even dreamed of a god who would die for his creatures. Oh, I wish you could see this assembly, Mommy! It’s magnificent! It’s OK, Jesus just told me it wasn’t for you to see just yet, but I can tell you about it. I just wanted you to partake of it, Mommy, ‘cause it’s totally blowing my mind, I’m in awe. Actually I’m in tears. I’m crying tears of gratitude, Mommy, realizing what Jesus has done for me, making it possible for me to be here with Him, to have returned to Heaven. I’m so thankful, and I’m so happy you’ve fully grasped the same truth. Choirs of angels! There’s nothing like it! I wish I could sing like the angels! Such beautiful music! Next year, the Lord told me that if I keep practicing, I can join the orchestra! Wouldn’t that be awesome? I really need to get back into practicing my piano, and continue learning the violin. There’s such unity among all of us heaven dwellers. Such praise, such unity, such fraternity, we are all of one heart, one accord, one humongous praise for our Savior! It’s so powerful!  I don’t think anything on earth can compare. Maybe in some churches, I don’t know, I’ve never really experienced church much. But it’s phenomenal. Everyone is united, and yet each one has brought something for our King of Kings. The creation team has prepared fireworks of musical rainbows, which make earthly fireworks look like child play. There’s music, singing, visual praise, art, and also dancing, celestial ballet. Jesus is sitting on His throne today, wearing His well deserved crown, next to His Father and the Holy Spirit, between them actually. Never have I seen anything more glorious! He’s beaming love upon us all, we’re bathing in His love, we’re breathing it, it’s surrounding us, entering every fiber of our being, and we exude praise and gratitude by every mean possible! Oh Mommy, I could spend eternity like that, just praising and thanking Him, and receiving His love. It just makes me so, so happy to know that you will also get to experience Easter in Heaven one day, that we will be together again.

Happy birthday, Mommy!

16/4/2014 I have a present for you! Remember last year I gave you my joy of living, my love for life. I also remember this jeweladile stone I had given you back in Congo. That was neat. You should pull it out and hold on to it, as it will help you. It’s actually helped you without you realizing it I believe. But it’s neat when you realize it too. This year, I want to give you a different kind of present. You asked the Lord to make you more like Him, to reflect Him more. It’s neat you asked Him for that, ‘cause it kind of goes with my present. I want to help you to see Jesus in everything. Do you remember how Jesus had given me the gift to see beauty in everything, even in the most mundane things of life? Well, now I see how even better it would have been to actually see Jesus in everything. It’s something I’ve learned since being here, and it’s just so beautiful. When I look at life on earth, what people go through, I’ve learned to see Jesus in everything, and it just changes everything! Mother Teresa had that gift, that’s why she could take care of the poorest of the poor. You feel you lack compassion sometimes, and I understand, you have to be careful in Congo and you can’t always give to everybody or place yourself in a dangerous situation. But if you learn to see Jesus in everything, it will help you so much I think. And by seeing Jesus in everything, you will become more like Jesus. So I hope you like my present, Mommy. I’m going to need the Lord’s help to pass that on to you, but He promised He’d help me. It probably will mean that you’re going to slow down, which is a good thing I’m sure. It will make your life so much happier, at least I hope so. And it’s something you can tell other people about as well.

Communication between both worlds

I’m so glad we can communicate in this way. I think I’d be so frustrated if we couldn’t, if you were not into it. I’m thankful you are. It makes things much easier for me. I see some other people here who spend most of their time trying to get messages to their loved ones. Of course in Heaven you don’t get frustrated like you do on earth, but still, I feel sorry for them sometimes, they’re so patient, trying to communicate, often to no avail. So they have to come up with ideas on how to influence their thoughts, their dreams, make certain things happen. It’s really a lot of work, ‘cause we no longer work in the physical. If people on earth are not spiritual at all, then there’s a real barrier between our two worlds. It’s very difficult to communicate. So I’m thankful you’re in tune, mommy. It makes it much easier for me, and it’s nice for you too. I know it’s helped you.

 (Question: I wonder why the Bible seems to indicate that we should not communicate with the dead.)

I don’t know, you may need to ask the Lord that question. I think it’s because in the instances described people wanted something from the dead, it was disturbing them or something. And then it was linked to magic and people who worshipped the devil, so it all took on a bad connotation and became weird. But this is the last days, and people need to know about Heaven, more than ever. So the Lord is allowing more now maybe than before. I know Victor Hugo was telling me how he wished he could have communicated with his daughter the way you do with me. He went to see mediums, he tried so many things, he was so desperate, but he lacked the simple key of prophecy, of getting quiet and receiving from the spirit. Although he was used to receiving poetry and stories from heaven. But somehow he didn’t manage to communicate with his daughter. Maybe she didn’t know either how to do it, how to get through to him. But she cared for him, she

never left his side, she was always with him. Sweet Leopoldine. It was so neat to get to meet her.

Pets in Heaven

30/3/14 Hi mommy, I’ve been busting to talk to you since you read about pets in Heaven. ‘cause I forgot to tell you before that my little pets were here waiting for me when I came. Both the bunnies from India and the last African bunny, also Zeloni and Bleuet were here. What’s super fun is that we can talk to each other now. I even take care of Stephy’s baby deer until she comes. And if she’s not so interested when she gets here I’ll keep him. It was neat for me to meet him, ‘cause I had heard Stephy talk about it, so to meet him was real special. So yes, it’s officially confirmed, there are pets in Heaven, lots of them! We’re all God’s creatures, you know. God made us in His image, but animals are His creation too. So mom you can have your wild animals if you want, I’m sure. Since you don’t have any other pets. Oh yes, your Belgian shepherd, he’s here too. But he’s not with me, he’s guarding your house till you come. Your bunnies are here too. Actually, maybe I could take care of them if you like till you come. They can fellowship with mine this way. Especially since one of your bunnies had the same sad fate as mine, they can relate and become friends.

Hell

I wanted to talk to you a bit about this book you’ve read from this lady who comes to Heaven (Kate Kerr). It’s for real, she does take trips. (I asked the Lord about her, ‘cause I never met her). But she’s human so she does get some things right and some other things not so right. Some of her recollections are a bit tainted by church doctrines, like her presentation of hell. But she means well. I haven’t been to hell, so I can’t verify, and personally I’m not so keen on it. The reason she totally missed the redemption side of things, is because she’s been conditioned all her life that there is no redemption once you die. But it doesn’t mean that there isn’t any. Obviously, it’s better for people to accept Jesus while they’re alive on earth. That’s why it’s so important to preach the Gospel and to try to get people to know Jesus while on earth. That’s obvious. And if people willfully reject Jesus and commit atrocious sins, they will end up in hell torment, because God is just and they deserve it. But like you said, Mom, God’s plan is for everyone to eventually be saved. So hell is a place of learning, really. At least that’s what the Lord told me, and I can understand that, it makes so much sense. People who have rejected Jesus need to taste what it’s like to choose eternity without Him, so that’s what they’ll first experience. Then since they’ve rejected Jesus’ forgiveness, they’re gonna have to be the ones to pay for their sins, first to realize the extent of their sins, the effect it had on people, and they’re gonna have to suffer the consequences of those sins, they’re gonna have to make amends. The Lord is going to handle each person on its own merit. There’s not going to be a one shoe fits all, isn’t that amazing? According to each person’s background, what they’ve been through, what made them do what they did, the Lord is going to assign angels to cater to each person, to guide them into all truth. Well, at first it’s going to be to open their eyes to the truth, to what they’ve done. God is in control. This lady makes it look like hell is filled with devils who are all powerful and inflict pain and torment. I don’t know about that. Maybe people who actively worshipped the devil will be in this kind of place until they learn their lesson. But the main point to remember is that God is in perfect control. He controls hell as well as Heaven. Nothing will happen to anyone that is not perfectly just. And there will always be room for redemption for those who desire it, those who repent of their sins, those who wish to turn towards God and receive His forgiveness. Grandpa was right, there is such a thing as salvation in the spirit world. But of course, it’s much, much better to receive Jesus while on earth.

And then, like I already told you, there are people who have not received Jesus, but who are not against Him, so they are given a chance. They are given time to choose. I guess the Catholics are not too far off with their notion of purgatory. 

God bless this lady, though, she’s very brave to come out with books like that. The Lord really loves her, she’s doing her part, she’s doing what she can and she’s telling the good news. Maybe it’s better people are scared of hell, so they can get saved now. You know, if people think that hell is not the end, that you can get redeemed from hell, there could be even more evil in the world. Although I don’t know how that’s possible. So much evil as it is. Oh I don’t know. But the Lord is allowing her to share that scary message for a reason I’m sure. 

Surprises

23/03/14 I’m totally at peace now, I feel so free, so free to love you, so free to feel your love for me. I’m actually awed by your love for me, can you believe it? It’s so sad how on earth there were times when I doubted it, it seems so incredible to me now. But I’m happy to see and feel your love. You’re a special mommy!

I try to help a lot of the people I know, so many people need help. A lot of times there’s not much I can do, but I see what’s happening and I pray for them, I bring their needs to the Lord, and He’s the one who brings about progress, victories, healing and change. Some things are easier than others, quicker than others. A lot depends also on the person’s receptiveness, their desire for change, their desperation for healing.

You know, Mom, just because I’m in Heaven doesn’t mean I know everything that’s going on. I know actually very little and I have so much to learn. Some things are for me to learn, and some things are not!

I still help the creation team from time to time. They call me or come and get me regularly. It’s a nice break for me from my earthly work. I get so fed and strengthened when I join them. It’s gonna be Easter soon and we’re preparing a big celebration for Jesus. It’s neat how Jesus is giving His creation team a certain amount of freedom when it comes to praise and worship. Of course, I don’t think anything can really be a surprise for Him, but maybe it can, maybe He purposely stops Himself from knowing certain things so He can enjoy surprises too. You know how I love to make surprises for people, so I’m ready to help the team with that. I can’t tell you about it now though, ‘cause it’s a surprise, ha!

The importance of prayer

Prayer is so powerful. I really grasped the importance of it while on earth, but not to the extent I should have. It’s really amazing how important prayers are to the Lord. They really help to defeat the enemy. I mean, they can even change God’s mind at times, isn’t that amazing? Of course, you’d better be sure it’s the Lord’s will. Even if sometimes it seems that God didn’t answer prayer, prayer is still super important. It will still have an effect. So never think that your prayers were in vain, even when God answers differently than you thought He would or should. Like for me, you prayed and prayed for me, and it seemed He didn’t answer. But your prayers had a big impact, both on me and the outcome, the fact that the Lord was with me each step of the way. He never left my side. So all your prayers for me did make a difference. They were not wasted. And I’m thankful for them. All that to say don’t get weary in praying for others.

The world is getting darker and darker, and needs Jesus’ light so much.

The butterfly

(Every since she was a little girl, Natalie has always loved butterflies. When Jerry’s “Butterfly” song came out, it became her favorite. At the time, I thought she didn’t realize what the song was really about, but maybe she did and this song was an early comfort to her for what would happen years later. For her 8^th birthday, it had to be a butterfly cake and I had to make her a butterfly outfit for the “Little Creature” party we organized. 

The last entry in her diary, hours before she passed away, was the words to the same “Butterfly” song. A couple years before, while in Congo, she wrote about the comfort a certain butterfly on our balcony brought to her when it landed on her hand, and she took pictures of it. So since she went to Heaven, butterflies always remind us of her and help us feel her presence. They also remind us that one day, we will all shed our earthly cocoon and fly off to Heaven.

When living in Congo, Natie had created a party business, for which I still receive calls from time to time. 

Last night was one of those occasions, and I felt her presence while painting the children’s faces. At the end of the evening, as I was packing up to leave, I noticed on the window right behind me a single butterfly inside the building where the party was held. It rested on the window sill right above my shoulder. It was identical to the one that had comforted her years ago by landing on her hand. So I also extended my hand towards it. The little butterfly crept on my fingers and remained there. I walked around with it resting in the palm of my hand. It never budged or attempted to fly away, until one of the children came by and tried touching it. Then it flew away. I don’t know how Natie managed that one, she must have asked the Lord to make it all happen just for my sake, to comfort my heart in the same way that little butterfly had comforted her. To me, there is no doubt that it was a very tangible yet extraordinary manifestation of her presence, and of her love for me. It was actually the very first time in my life that a butterfly willingly climbed on my fingers and remained in my hand for such a long time.)

16/03/14 Mom, I want to tell you that it makes me real happy when I can manifest my love to you like I did yesterday. Lots of time, you don’t see me (well obviously) you don’t feel my presence, even when I’m there. Sometimes it’s fun to play invisible, but other times I really want you to know I’m there! So the Lord works it out and talks to butterflies. It’s something I’d like to learn to do actually, to talk to butterflies. Some animals are easier to communicate with than humans. Here’s another art I need to learn! I think you’d be real good at it, Mom, ‘cause you have a real love for animals. But it’s ok, I can start with butterflies, ‘cause they remind you of me. (just then a butterfly flew on our balcony)

Kate Kerr

16/3/14 Me: what about this Kate Kerr, is it someone I should check out and look into? Or not necessary? Do you know her?

Natalie: Not really. I know there are a certain number of people on earth who have had experiences, spiritual experiences and encounters with Heaven. I know the Lord does want His message to be preached. I also feel the very strong desire to communicate that knowledge of Heaven, to help mortals understand and to encourage people’s faith. It also seems to me the most important mission there is, to tell people about Jesus, about Salvation, about Heaven. And for us who are already in Heaven, to strive to communicate that knowledge. Time is ticking away, and there is real advantage to know about Heaven and to get saved now, before Jesus comes back. It’s amazing to me actually how many testimonies there are, how many experiences mortals have had that totally prove the existence of God and of Heaven, but still people will not believe. But some do. So we need to keep preaching, keep spreading the message.

Meeting Phoebz and Richard

9/03/14 I get to see pretty much as much as I want of your life, I get to partake of it much more than before, I get to see your beautiful, thoughtful, loving heart. I have to make an effort still not to regret certain things, but the Lord understands when I do and I know He’s forgiven me. Wow, I’m also realizing how much you had to forgive us kids for. It’s funny isn’t it, when we’re kids, we expect so much of our parents, and we think they owe us so much, not realizing how much pain we cause them at time. It’s certainly helping me to have a much broader perspective and much better appreciation of you guys.

I got to meet Phoebe you know. She’s fun, I like her. She’s helped me a lot actually. At first it was hard for me to relate to her, I looked at her like such a hero who went through so much and just waited for the Lord to take her. But she came out to find me and we had a great talk and she was so sweet. She was so humble! She told me how she didn’t really have a choice in the matter, and she doesn’t know what she’d have done if she was in my shoes. The Lord’s forgiven me and I know He fully understands me to the depth of my soul and He’s healed me completely now. But when I meet others like Pheebz I get hit. But now I’m ok and we’re good friends.

 I went to see Richard also who came recently. He’s gonna be ok. His story is a bit different. We’re all helping each other, it’s neat. The Lord’s love is so amazing. The devil thought he’d won when he took our lives, but the Lord won! The devil can’t touch us. And our parents’ testimony is so, so powerful. I don’t think you can realize that fully now, Mom, but your testimony is very powerful and the devil is real mad about it, ‘cause it totally defeats him. I love you Mommy. I just want to hold and hug you and love you all the time. I would like for my love to uphold you, to cheer you up, to make things all better. 

Fabergé

7/03/14 Fabergé--Hi Mom! I love you! Did you like the documentary last night? Wasn’t it interesting? This poor man died of a broken heart. But he made it to Heaven, you know that? I got to visit him recently, and he’s so happy here, he continues to do designs for the Lord, he’s got a real pretty house with a workshop and he invited me to drop by any time I want. He showed me how to make these eggs. The Lord is the one who gave him the idea, because it really glorified the resurrection and made people think about Easter. Isn’t that neat? The Lord really likes his eggs, so now he’s making them for the King of the Universe, not just for the tsar of Russia.

Judas in Heaven?

26/01/14 It’s so wonderful how the Lord can take our sins and completely turn it all around, and use it all for His glory. I mean, it never ceases to amaze me. Even Judas, I know many sincere Christians think he’s burning in hell, but no, he’s been in Heaven all along. Of course what he did is keeping him very, very humble, but he’s actually a sweet guy. He’s had time to change, but he understands it all, and he’s not proud of what he did, but he’s been so repentant and the Lord is using him to reach people and to help people who see things very carnally. He knows what it’s like and how much damage it can cause. But it’s all very human. Most humans are carnally minded. I was too.

9/02/14 About starting this new blog with my messages, we can work on it together when you have the time. It’ll be fun, you’ll see, and something that I really care about, ‘cause I really want the world to know about Heaven and how real and wonderful it is. People need Heaven so much in the world today.

Heavenly Communications

28/12/13 Mortals need to communicate with Heaven, but Heaven also needs to communicate with mortals, we work together, whether it be angels, spirit helpers, dead mortals or living mortals. Actually I don’t like to think of myself as dead, ‘cause I feel so much more alive now than I ever have while on earth. I loved life on earth, but life in Heaven is soooo much better, so much more alive. Also I was sick a lot in my last few years, which wasn’t fun. So it’s so much better now, I’m so much better now. That is definitely a cause of rejoicing. We’re gonna have fun up here as well for the New Year. It’s going to be an important year the Lord said. I don’t know what’s cooking, but I believe it. Happy New Year!