First anniversary

14/11/12 Your sins do not erase the love you had or the good you did, it’s the other way around; your love erased your sins. Your love for me erased the mistakes you made. Keep your mind on the beauty of Heaven, on the positive, and don’t fall back into the darkness.

I’ve had a beautiful life. And I’m thankful I’m here on this side. I can do so much to help people. It’s not like it’s easier, but it’s greater. It can be hard also, ‘cause people are not so tuned in to the spirit world, so it’s sometimes hard to break through. Even with you, it’s not so easy. You’re still so busy, and your hurts kind of hinder you from receiving the love and the peace I try to pass on to you. But I’m glad we had a good connection last night, and I’d like more of that. The more we can hug each other, the better we’ll both feel. That’s what I wanted when I asked you to hold me and hug me when you came in April, and it felt good, but it wasn’t enough, ‘cause I also needed to tell you more, and I just couldn’t. But now I can. Now you know everything, and you still love me. You know it works both ways, you think you need forgiveness, but I do too. But it’s all going to bear fruit in the end, Jesus promised me. If you can hold on to that thought, to the beauty, to the freedom, to the peace Jesus gave you last night, then it’s gonna bear so much fruit in your life. I know part of you resents that, you don’t want to benefit one bit from my death. But I’m not dead, that’s what you need to understand. I just left my shell behind, but I’m alive, so alive! I will never, ever die! That’s why Jesus died for us, so I wouldn’t have to die. When my life on earth ended, it was only my physical shell that died, not my spirit. He has redeemed me for eternity, and I get to live it freely. I continue to learn, I continue to grow. Everything fascinates me. You know me. I’m so happy. I’m getting all the knowledge I ever hungered for, and more. So much more!

I’d like to start on a more positive channel this new year that we’re physically apart, cause we can be closer actually than we have ever been. It’ll be so much more fun, so much more uplifting, and it’ll even help me for what I do here to help more people, cause I won’t be so burdened about you. I still have long ways to go with my brother and sister, it will take even longer with them, but if you can pray for them, Mommy, I would really appreciate it. And pray for me too to be able to get through to them, to find their key. Jesus is helping me of course, but it’s amazing how much He’s also leaving up to me, to my faith for things, to my knowledge of people. It’s so amazing how much freedom He gives me. I wish at times (many times) He took more control of things, but no, He leaves so much up to me, to my concern, to my faith, and to our prayers. So pray for them, ok? I know you do, but you also feel very weary, very tired. But I want to tell you not to ever get discouraged to pray for them. It helps so much. It helps us so much, and it helps bring greater and faster results.

I knew today would be a special day for you, so I was looking forward to it and I was not about to let it pass. Also, when you work on my blog, you can open your channel a bit more, if you know what I mean, so we can make it like a time we’re spending together, like when we used to work on my portfolios and stuff. I know you do already to a certain extent, that’s why you feel so good about it afterwards, but if you can say a little prayer first before you start, so the Lord can really give us good, clear communication, it will turn out even better, you’ll see, and it will not only do you good, but it will reach more people too.