Meeting Steve Jobs

5.03.12  I want to tell you that Jesus has given me free way to communicate with you whenever you want me too. I don’t want to make you sad, as sometimes it’s difficult for you to think about me, it makes you sad, and I don’t want to do that. But I just wanted to tell you that whenever you want to talk to me, Jesus will let me. I would like so much for you to be a part of my new life. I know now that you wanted so much to be a part of my life, for me to share things with you, my projects, my dreams, my assignments, but I kept you at a distance. I didn’t mean to hurt you, and you gave me so much room to be myself, you gave me so much respect, you didn’t interfere. But as wonderful as it is to be Up Here, I miss you, and I’d like to share my joy with you. I won’t be able to share everything of course, but I’d like to be able to tell you stuff and chat with you about things, share with you what I’m experiencing. And I know you will be typing it all up, well at least when you’re at your computer, so it’ll be like my writing, ha! Anyway, if you like the idea, we can try to communicate more. It doesn’t always have to be so long, but I’d like for you to have a nice happy collection of my writings, of my thoughts, of my life (!)—or should I say of my death?—to kind of replace some of the not so happy writings you found and kept. I so wish now I had kept better records of my happy times, of my happy moods. I’m glad you did find some, but I wish I had recorded more, so there would be a better legacy left behind about my life. Thank God you have so many happy pictures where it’s obvious I was happy. I just had this need to express my feelings, especially my negative emotions, in writing. It actually helped me. I should have done the same with my happy emotions. Anyway. Never too late. 

I don’t even know where to start. There’s so much. So much beauty. Maybe I’ll just share little bits here and there with you. Oh I wanted to tell you something interesting. Remember how I collected all these quotes from Steve Jobs? I found them fascinating. He wasn’t a Christian, so I was asking the Lord about him. It’s so interesting how things work Up Here. It’s funny how we interpreted the Scriptures a certain way, and different people had all these different doctrines. But God is the One in charge of everything. I mean, He created it all, right. He even created the devil, who was a good guy in the beginning, even. Well the devil’s quite powerful, obviously. But God is definitely the One in charge, and He’s the One who governs every living soul, and every soul that passes from earth to eternity. God is the One who created every human soul, and He’s got the final say. Sure the Devil tries to claim some people, and God has to let some of them go for a time if they so choose. But with Steve Jobs, even though he was not a Christian, he was a Buddhist, it’s not like when he died he went to hell or anything. He didn’t go to my waterfall place, ‘cause that’s made especially for people like me who need healing before they can enter Heaven. But he went to another beautiful paradise type of place, so he can take time to get to know Jesus and what He’s all about. I have no idea how long he will stay there, but when I asked the Lord about him, Jesus let me come and visit him, and it was awesome. We had some super interesting conversation. He is actually a very humble man, and he realizes that all the wisdom he showed in his writings and in his dealings actually came from God. He’s realizing how much God loved him from the very beginning, and how God gave him his brilliant mind and helped him to make it big. It’s so interesting for me to see the magnitude of God’s love, how God will empower and gift someone who doesn’t even get to be a professing Christian but rather professing some other religion, and still make him something great that people will look up to. It’s all becoming clear to Steve now, and he’s also realizing how far Jesus went for him. You see, he closed himself off to Christianity when he was on earth. He didn’t like what he saw, and God understands that. But God respects the fact that he did believe in some higher power, that he did believe in God. It’s really amazing. I don’t know how long he’s going to stay in this paradise, but he’s quite happy, quite thankful to be here, and he’s so humble now. He wouldn’t let me give him any credit. I’m sure the Lord is going to give him time to choose Him, so he can end up in Heaven fully. He’s never gonna go for the devil’s bluff, I’m pretty sure of it. I don’t see how anyone could still choose the devil after having experienced the love of Jesus. But maybe some real bad people do go straight to hell, I don’t know. Anyway, I wanted to tell you about Steve Jobs, so you don’t delete all his quotes when you decide to post them on my blog. He may not have been a Christian, but he did believe in God, and he did show God’s wisdom. In God’s eyes, that was partly a witness, isn’t that amazing? One more thing, he feels sorry he didn’t share more of his wealth with charity. He was put off by the churches and by charity too, as some of them are such a racket. But he feels bad that he had hardened his heart, as he could have helped so many people. So he may not get much of a reward but I think he’s gonna make it to Heaven.